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08:35pm 05/12/2019 0 0

#ZKastor First time doing a mood board!!! And for the good Dr. Kastor Fleming too :: ) It was fun to try and fit as much of Kastor's erratic and depressing personality into 9 images. I like how his personality can be either 0 or 100 and that's about all lmbo Depressed or just unreasonably bitter and angry. Kastor outwardly is the type of person who's ready to throw down with everyone. He's very small and frail and thin, like a strong breeze could knock him down, but he'll throw down anyways. He got tired of being nothing but constantly bullied for his grotesque burned appearance. In college the students all were just used to seeing straight A, nerdy Fleming with bruises and bleeding knuckles, bloody nose and weak sneers. He has a lot of insecurities. He's sort of taken this aggressive, angry persona on in order to combat people poking at those insecurities. And it happened so often that it's just kind of... became the dominant personality. Inwardly, Kastor is a lot more... weird. Awkward. A bit shy. He's not made any friends because of his outward demeanor, so he doesn't really get the chance to interact with people besides patients in a very distant way. He doesn't know what to do at parties He'll kinda awkwardly shuffle into a corner and bark at people cause that's all he knows how to do. After the things he's gone through in his childhood he's become rather suspicious of people's good intentions and acts of kindness towards him. It's hard to trust anyone after all the friends he ever had regarded him with disgust and fear after the accident. Or cruel bullies would pretend to be his friend only to find awful ways to humiliate him. He's defensive and angry for a lot of really good reasons. ----Z 2019 The only picture I could get a source for was the top right one? It's from the Vampire Knight Zero manga. All the other images just reverse image back to pinterest??? #Oc #moodboard #aesthetic #originalcharacter #artistsoninstagram #seafoamgreen #angry #bitter #photomanipulation #art #depression #depressing #dnd #dungeonsanddragons

08:34pm 05/12/2019 0 1

Yesterday I was told by a family member that 'as soon as you realise the world owes you nothing your head will be fine' & if that wasn't enough also 'maybe you should consider others with bigger issues' Now I burst out crying to my fiancé and got myself into a right state, I was filled with anger, upset and pure shock. Untill I went to therapy and she made me change my anger to realisation. I can't believe in 2019 we are still having to educate people and having to just deal with their ignorance, how is it ok to tell someone to think of someone else because your 'problems are not enough' I know there are people starving in this world and do not make me feel selfish for having this illness which makes me feel like I don't want to be alive when there are worse of people For a start THERE IS ALWAYS GOING TO BE WORSE OF PEOPLE THAN YOU, ALWAYS but that doesn't mean that your problems aren't hard to deal with, it doesn't mean that you can just flip a switch and think 'hold on Danielle don't feel like you want to die because there's someone elses problem which is worse so that means you can't be sad' if you've got a broken arm it doesn't mean that you can't be in pain because there's someone with two broken arms SERIOUSLY I have a chemical imbalance in my brain, sometimes I wake up and feel great, sometimes I don't for any reason and sometimes I dont for the smallest reason This is something I CANT CONTROL do you think I would be like this if I had the choice to think of someone worse off then be ok or to realise the world owes me nothing then my 'head be fine' I know people are uneducated because they have the perfect brain but this shit is self explanatory surely??? Obviously if it was that simple... WE WOULD DO IT #TOPWORSTTHINGTOSAY #depression #depressed #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthisadisability #suicidalthoughts #uneducated #breakthestigma #staypositive #keepfighting #anxiety #downdays #likeforlikes #photooftheday #instagood

08:33pm 05/12/2019 0 4

The word ‘EMOTION’ comes from the Latin ‘EMOVERE’ to move outward, to flow outward. Yet, so many of us struggle to allow our emotions. Trained and conditioned for years to have a ‘stiff upper lip’ to ‘stop being a big girls blouse’, that to ‘put a brave face on is character building’.....you know the things I mean. Al these serve to simply lock us down, trap us and prevent us from living fully expressed and authentic lives. People shy away from emotions fearful of what might happen if they allowed the grief, the fear, the rage....yet.... we are here as human beings...it is human to FEEL. To close off from our feelings creates stagnation. Depression. Anxiety. Eventually death of joy and inner peace. To learn to allow our emotions to flow, to express is our birthright. It keeps us healthy mentally and physically. It’s is the flow of our life force, our creativity, libido and healthy sex drive. To cut off the emotional tap is like turning ourselves off to life. Emotions help us to identify imbalance and then move to balance through to understanding resolution. How can we learn to live more? Learn to feel more. For a free consultation in how we might work click the link in the Bio ☝️ #emotions #yourfeelingsmatter #emotionalintelligence #anger #grief #theembodiedawakening #authenticity #empowerment #balance #lovequotes #compassion #depression #therapy #dramatherapy #selfcare #youmatter

08:32pm 05/12/2019 0 0

I can't see myself in the mirror Does that mean I'm not really here? I'm losin' touch with everything I know And I'm so scared that I'll end up I'll end up, I'll end up alone . You know I'm like a ghost Sometimes I have to fade And it haunts me that I have to be this way You say it's gone cold I say I'll do better But I always seem to disappear again You know I'm like a ghost I see it in your face . . (ghost ~ Au/ra) . . Tw: suicide ig? . I'm not feeling that good. I'm isolating myself. I don't have any energy. I feel like I'm losing everyone. But it's my own fault. It has always been this way. Everyone always leaves. I mean it's okay because I believe that everyone will be better off without me or it wouldn't make a difference. i don't even believe that anyone will ever stay. It's just the way it is. I've always been alone. Because of me. I just can't do it anymore. I'm trying. idk. I'm feeling so alone. Why am i like this. Why am i always doing this. Why am i so incompetent. Why do i just bore or hurt people. I just don't know how to interact with other people. I'm waiting for everyone to leave. I won't do anything abt it. I can't. It's for the best. I just want to be alone. Everything would be easier. I just don't want to be Alive. And I don't want them to worry. People always say they are gonna stay and they try ig. But it's not their fault. It's mine. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry that I'm not enough. That I'm so annoying and useless. That I'm boring, dumb and awkward. And that I'm not talking and for having trust issues. It won't change. I'll always be this way. So why am I apologizing if i won't even change anything. I'm sorry. I know that I'll be alone. I'm sorry. It's just my head. I'm sorry that I'm not doing better and that I don't appreciate u. I hate myself. I'm fine though. Nothing is gonna happen so it's okay. Have a good night <3 . . . . #mentalhealthawareness #myself #depressed #anxiety #picture #photograph #cute #lgbt #tiredboy #thoughts #messyhair #transition #pansexual #mentalhealth #brownhair #selfhate #Ftm #mentalillness #lgbtq #transguy #emotions #transgender #loveislove #emo #queer #depression #music #lyrics #ghost #isolation

08:31pm 05/12/2019 0 3

Healing is a life long continuous journey, you’re always learning new things and new ways. I’ve learned to let go of a lot of things that no longer serve me or have been sucking my energy second by second with its negative magnetic force. That in itself is something I never thought I would actually experience in this life truly letting go of the anger and hatred of how this mental illness ever began to be born, that is through violence and rape. I honestly can’t even explain how that has happened because I really don’t know but I’m grateful for that gift of truly letting go. I’ve always believed that everything happens for a reason and I believe I’m here to share hope and help others. Years back when I first started therapy I remember telling my therapist everything happens for a reason even if you don’t find that reason till years later and she said “no, sometimes people are just assholes” But I refuse to accept everything that happens to me was just because someone was “an asshole” I was a different person last year I was a different person last month and I will be a different person next year we all will be and that’s the beauty of life. We can and are always growing and changing. It’s important to recognize how far you have come and everything you have overcome. I’ve gotten more energy and more happiness from truly investing time into myself and taking care of myself. Rest when you need rest, do things you love, paint your nails, buy the dress, curl your hair, dance around, eat that piece of cake, sing at the top of your lungs. Set limits, say no and don’t feel guilty about doing what’s best for your mental health and your sanity. The most important message I want to get across with this is how I was able to get through these extremely hard times this year is from talking! Most important thing is to talk. Talk till your breathless. Talk till the tears stop falling. Talk till you feel hope again. You can help light the path to ways out of the dark but before this, you must help yourself. — Trena Pearl Wall, Member's featured story shared with permission⁠ . . . #mentalhealth #therapeuticphotography #mentalhealthawareness #depression

08:30pm 05/12/2019 0 0

This is me. Long and heavy post. Just keeping things real as I have been feeling so very raw. Yesterday I had suicide ideation. It was awful. Yes its hard to say it out loud, it’s embarrassing, it’s humiliating, but I am saying it out loud. I have struggled with depression from a very young age. I’ve had more trauma in my life than a person should...sexual abuse, abandonment, divorced parents, friends killed, date raped, friends lost to suicide, watching my angel daughter go through surgery after surgery, and the list goes on and on...not trying to be a victim here...a lot of people have it worse than I do. I realize this. Change is hard and my demons are acting up. So there it is. I try to numb out (doesn’t work). The pressure that people feel who have severe depression is real you guys. Each day I try to be healthy and happy for my husband, for my kids. For my family. Putting on the smile and trying to be the positive person people need me to be. Being the good wife, cooking, cleaning, laundry, giving to him...giving to my kids. Giving. I do this day after day after day until my body completely shuts down. It stops. My mind stops...and the demons take over. Then the realization sets in that I am out of touch with taking care of me....haven’t taken care of me for a long time. Then the shame sets in. Not good enough, you’re selfish, you’re poor kids, you’re poor husband, you’re weak...I don’t know. I really don’t mean to be a downer. I guess maybe it’ll help someone else who may suffer. You just don’t know what people are going through. The devil and his demons work the hardest on the strongest! So be kind. Be patient. Be loving. Smile and be sincere. I sincerely love the people I love with every piece of my heart and maybe that’s why I hurt so easily. I love hard and whole. With every part of my soul. I will continue to love and spread love with my entire being. Never ever give up. Not ever!!! #selfcare #selflove #anxiety #depression #selfhelp #yoga #yogaeverydamnday #livelife #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealth

08:28pm 05/12/2019 0 2

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